poppy seed
..feeling cruddy again. I need anywhere from 8.5 to 28.5 more points on that final to get an A on linguistics. My exam grade was the lowest so far, too.don’t want to grade these dumb essays and doing it with substandard energy supplement. I feel annoyed at multiple things I can’t even articulate now cause they sound retarded. life.
school is finally almost over. I can’t wait to dye my hair for graduation. also, wtf was with the cold snap today?
reasons why today isn’t as bad it could be:
- I don’t have to present my conference paper till Wednesday
- the weather is perfect for me…yay for NOT feeling cold.
- I discovered energems
- my hair was totally flat when I woke up this morning…err, afternoon.
- it’s the second to last Monday…ever.
why can’t there be a huge ass tornado explosion tomorrow so school can be canceled?
I’m so nervous about this presentation now.
I hate public speaking so much. I have to read my 12 page paper to the class … It will take like half an hr. I’ll have to talk kinda slow so I don’t mess up my words. I’m so bad at speaking straight for so long. I’ll still prob blunder some words.. And nvm all the water I’ll drink as I talk.
I’ve been going to school for almost twenty years straight. Is it any wonder I’m so burnt out? I’m just trying to survive my last three weeks
Getting out of bed to face a day of doom. Fun!
to do:
- I need 396.5 out of 462 possible points left in linguistics to make an A for the semester.
- I need to start grading so I’m not totally swamped tomorrow.
- I need to finish this 500 word post for online class
- I need to wash my hair by the time I go to bed tonight so that it has time to settle by Monday.
finished my assignment due at midnight. yesss, now I can pass out. another Monday survived.
If I don’t survive this week of midterms, this is what I looked like. I literally just want to not fail or get too terrible grades. I’m not shooting for perfection. Not like having all A’s guarantees you’ll have a secure job anyway.
