people annoy me so badly.
I really wasn’t designed for this life.
I just don’t want to deal.
and I’m too tired to argue or waste my breath,
cause it does no good.
I woke up with a nasty sore throat today from the cold, too.
I also don’t know how I’m going to make it through the semester coming up.
I have to put so much effort into faking being socially acceptable
and functioning in class,
when I really just count the minutes when it will be over in my head.
every semester is filled with me embarrassing myself.
At least this is my very last one.
I tell myself I can technically just make straight B’s and I’ll still have my degree.
It really doesn’t matter whether you get straights a’s or c’s.
Having straight a’s doesn’t guarantee you’ll have a not completely shitty job.
By May 2013, I’ll have my MA.
I know eventually I’ll have to return to school,
but maybe hopefully by then, I can study something less painstaking.
I wish I could have just escaped with you.